I was a bit apprehensive about being so bold, but I know you're serious about this, so I just went with the truth. You'd figure it out anyway, might as well be now. Good for you for moving forward. A lot of people I know (a LOT!) want what they imagine writing is, very romantic notions for the most part, and throw in the towel when it gets hard. But as Jimmy Dugan said in A League of Their Own: It's supposed to be hard. If it wasn't hard, everyone would do it. The hard... is what makes it great.